Can I have one in a lace pattern?

Can I have one in a lace pattern?

My mother was helping me lace up my corset this morning and she says to me “Are you sure you want to do this?” 

“Do what?” I say breathlessly. 

“This!” She tugs on the cords. “It is dangerous! Have you watched the documentaries on these things? They move your organs around!” 

“Beauty is pain mother.” 

wannabe-brit: well you are i mean like i said a while back you just kinda radiate beauty

You always say the sweetest things =)

I have been feeling like this a lot lately.

I have been feeling like this a lot lately.

wannabe-brit: so beautiful :#

>.< MEH

Did a photoshoot for Audrey where I had to look somewhat &#8220;normal&#8221; for her photography website. But my hair looks fucking awesome in this shot.

Did a photoshoot for Audrey where I had to look somewhat “normal” for her photography website. But my hair looks fucking awesome in this shot.

I got a new corset today, and bleached half my hair. It looks like halloween!

I got a new corset today, and bleached half my hair. It looks like halloween!

This is the first thing to make me laugh all day!!! xD  I am reading my little brother Harry Potter and the Sorcerers Stone right now and I bought him a chocolate frog from Sweets and Stuff (a candy store my friend works at) and after we got to that chapter I went and grabbed my wand off my desk and made the chocolate frog magically appear in my hand. My brother now cannot wait for his Hogwarts letter to arrive in the mail!  I am so proud!

This is the first thing to make me laugh all day!!! xD 

I am reading my little brother Harry Potter and the Sorcerers Stone right now and I bought him a chocolate frog from Sweets and Stuff (a candy store my friend works at) and after we got to that chapter I went and grabbed my wand off my desk and made the chocolate frog magically appear in my hand. My brother now cannot wait for his Hogwarts letter to arrive in the mail! 

I am so proud!

I wonder what it feels like to be skinny, and thin, and wake up in the morning in nothing but a t-shirt, undies, messy hair, that ‘just woke up look’ and still have someone think I’m hot, to have guys look at me, to have guys want to be my boyfriend, to have girls be jealous of my body, to feel my hipbones and collarbones, to feel confident in a bikini, to sit down and not feel fat everywhere, to not rub out the thighs in my jeans, to need a smaller size in the store, I wonder what its like to look in the mirror and like what I see, and not want to break the mirror. Pretty much, I just want to be beautiful. I could go on forever..
Yesterday Robert came over and we hung out at my house for the first time&#8230;he made me play Call of Duty (I died 83 times and killed 13 people&#8230;pathetic) I became very frustrated when he made fun of me and we got into a fight of a sorts. But we made up and then watched The Green Lantern. At one point we were hugging each other when the movie ended and he began spinning me around. We danced to the ending credits of The Green Lantern. I am truly happy.

Yesterday Robert came over and we hung out at my house for the first time…he made me play Call of Duty (I died 83 times and killed 13 people…pathetic) I became very frustrated when he made fun of me and we got into a fight of a sorts. But we made up and then watched The Green Lantern. At one point we were hugging each other when the movie ended and he began spinning me around. We danced to the ending credits of The Green Lantern. I am truly happy.